aaaaaaaaaa.....i make my decision !! i want to forget about him...i have to leave him...eventhough i don't want to do this...but i have to..there's no other way..even there is way..i believe the way is bad !! love can't be forced...all happened in front me..but i don't see it..am i blind? yess..i'm blind b'coz of your love...i'm damn fool girl !! why i fallin love with the guy who even don't know me..who never saw me...this is the effect of chasing a guy who we love...it's supposed to be that guy chase us...not us chase them...it's only the beginning of my life..i will face with so much problem in the future..oh no..not only in the future...maybe tomorrow i will get into a problem..who knows right? haha...*pity you darl...oh thanks..but i don't need that pity...i just need time..hehe...i delete all my post,comment,like at his wall...but there is one thing that i couldn't do...i don't want to unfriend him..it's so hard...he always be the number one at my friend list if i open my profile...when i saw that...it hurts me...if i heard songs...and there will be some songs that the lyrics really happen to me...it makes me cry and losing my precious tears...uhh ..boy! you waste my tears..why am i supposed to cry b'coz of you....today...what you did really makes my eyes opened...what you did ?? just let you and me know it...the others no need to know...it's between you and me...i always said this in my other post..i hope that i can forget him...but the result is? i can't !! hahaha...but now..i really really hope that i will forget about him...oh boy..please help me...don't try look up me...i don't want that feelings come back...
|yess...there are so much people that make me even happier..that people is|
~ILY U SO MUCH~